Parenting unlocks something in you.
I don’t think you could anticipate it
or prepare for it.
It’s a feeling of wanting to give
your absolute personal best
and you don’t know how.
It’s thinking about their life.
The impact that you want to have.
How you hope for them to be in the world
and then realizing
the role you play in that.
How much learning and unlearning
you will need to do
in order to make it happen.
Being open to looking at
your own flaws
your own challenges
your own tendencies
Because you know
that they will become a part
of your child’s story.
And you want better for them.
So you have to figure out your shit.
You have to be the person
you want your child to see every day.
Because sure, you made life,
but now you have the huge responsibility
of possibly shaping it –
for the better or
for the worst.
And there’s no pressure like it.